3:37 p.m. ||August 08, 2004 I am very bummed right now and confused. I have to go back to work tomorrow- yippee. I was hoping I could just do my two week stint and that would be it, but now I don't think that will happen. My dad and stepmother are presently looking for a house in Colorado so they can get out of the apartment they're in now. So they don't want me to come out there until they are in the new house. I don't quite understand that as I would only be bringing my clothes with me but they said I need to wait until they're out of the apartment and into a house there. First of all I think it is ridiculous because the houses there cost about 1/2 a million and apartments are so damn cheap. I mean they were paying what I pay for a one bedroom and they have 2 bedrooms. So my stepmother says via email that I should just get a temp job until then. Well that is just stupid because I won't get paid as much in a temp job. Now I will have to suffer probably another 2 months at my job- which I don't want to do- ughhh. I am fed up. I don't know what work will be like tomorrow and I dread it. Everyone who I talk to on the phone (and there are plenty) will be asking me where I was and blah blah blah. The only good thing is that I have stepped down from my position and now I won't have to deal with being on call 24/7 and going into work every Sunday. That was just too goddamn much. Now at least if I stay over my 40 hours I will get paid for it, unlike when I was working upwards of over 50 hours a week, not to mention being on call. Also during my absence a woman gave her notice. I am never going to be able to get to sleep tonight as I finally got up at 2pm. I have to be up by 5 am tomorrow. I just love having to be at work at 6 am in the morning. |