12:08 p.m. ||December 31, 2004
Shit- it's New Year's again
New Year�s Eve. This is the one night almost on a par with Valentine�s Day. They have the same thing in common that if you�re not a couple- you�re a loser and if you have nothing to do- you�re a loser. There�s just too much pressure put on New Year�s Eve to be the perfect night of the year. My NYE�s have not been that great. They never live up to my expectations and I think I�m dreading this one too. Here�s a recap for you. 1999 Party til it�s 1999 was of course the theme song. I actually went to a party for this. I just got back together with George- again. We never should have got back together but I felt guilty so I decided to give it another shot- even though I wasn�t in love with him. The party was great, I enjoyed mingling but didn�t feel like talking to George. I drank too much and got out of having sex with George- the thought repulsed me. 2000 Didn�t do shit. I think I might have drank a couple beers and watched movies. Had no boyfriend. 2001 Had been dating my friend�s brother Martin for a couple months. He was an alcoholic, pothead and I knew the relationship would never go anywhere but it was good sex at the time. We went out to dinner and to a couple bars- whoop de do. 2002 I was with Steve but I have no idea what we did. I can�t remember anything, which is very strange. 2003 I rang in the New Year alone, in front of the t.v. and drank a bottle of champagne and beer. It was such a blast (sarcasm). 2004 ???? The plan is that Darren and I are going to Foxwood�s for the night and staying there. S and her boyfriend are supposed to meet us there. This is already turning out to be a mistake. S bitched because Darren and I are going there early and she didn�t want to drive there with just her and her boyfriend. Not to mention I called work to find out when she wanted to meet and she had gone home sick. I should have not invited her. We�re sharing the room with her and her bf because the hotels were expensive and she plans to go to bed at 1am. WTF it�s NYE no one goes to bed that early. Oh and I�m getting a cold too.
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