5:26 p.m. ||October 19, 2005
I've met my man- (fingers crossed)
Ok so two dates later I am feeling a lot better about this guy I am dating. He is now boyfriend status too. I guess just the thought that he actually seems serious about me was freaking me out a little bit. I am so used to the perpertual tug of war men play. One week they want you and the next week they don't. This guy is stable. Last Friday I went to his place. We were going to go to this huge haunted house thing but it was rainy and miserable out so we stayed in. He made me dinner- again, then we just watched tv a bit and made out. I ended up staying the night. I kind of wanted to have sex but was nervous about it too because we haven't moved our makeout to the southern regions yet. Well, apparently my body made the decision for me because I got my period. So we just cuddled together and fell asleep. It was really nice though. Tuesday he sent me flowers. I was shocked I haven't received flowers via delivery for about 4 years. I originally thought they were for my mom because she just had surgery on her foot. The flowers were beautiful too, they had roses, lilies and gerber daisies. The attached card was quite sweet. He wrote that he was glad I came into his life and he's looking forward to the more time we'll be spending together. Yesterday he came over because he had the day off. We didn't do anything too exciting but I just enjoy any time we spend together. My parents like him and he likes them so I am very happy about that. I would rather be at his place though because we'd have more privacy. It is a bit weird though. Missy came in as we were just sitting on the couch and it's like I feel like I'm invading on her relationship and she might feel the same about me because Missy's girlfriend is his roomate. They sort of set us up. Anyway I can't wait til Friday. He has the day off so I'm going there and going to spend the night. This time the period will be over and not get in the way. I wish it was Friday now.
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