3:26 p.m. ||February 20, 2006 I should have known better. What else can I say. He hasn't called me or emailed me. I guess I screwed everything up like I always seem to do. I'm hurting right now. I am such a fool, such an idiot. I don't know why I bother with anything. And if he doesn't communicate with me should I try to reach him? I just don't know. |