5:17 p.m. ||March 10, 2006 MD has not called or emailed me. I didn't expect anything anyway. I am so mad at him I want to throttle him and say "What the fuck is your problem?" I never thought he would treat me like such an ass. He is not the same person who sang to me "I want to know what love is" by Foreigner when we were 16. He is not the same person who 7 years ago wanted to get back with me and called me and emailed me. He is a real fucker. Whoever said you never forget your first and always have a special place for them in your heart is a liar. I mean how many people get the chance again to be with their first love and he ruined it and fucked it up. |