4:58 p.m. ||July 29, 2004 I was an insomniac last night too. I went to bed early- really early then woke up at 10pm then 12am- tried to sleep more but couldn't so decieded to read. Then I hear the familiar "creak, creak, pounce, pounce" of bedsprings. Oh shit, the guy above me is having sex- how dare he? No one should be getting any if I'm not. But this guy is a pervert, I think he runs a prostitution ring and I am not exaggerating. He never works and all his phone conversations invlolve hot blondes and show me the money and we'll give you the girls. Yeah so at 3am I decide to try and sleep again and they start going at it for another round. At least this chick was quiet. The first time this happened the girl was screaming and moaning I thought someone was dying. Anyway I tossed and turned til I finally got up this morning around 11am. I'm back at my mother's now- lucky me. I had to go into town for a doctor's appt. He wrote a note to extend my absence from work another week. I sent the fax to HR and I don't think they were happy about it. I dread when I finally go back to work or if I should at all. I can't handle being back on call and having the damn phone attached to me day and night- it is insane. So at this point I don't know if I'm going to stay out this week and go back for long enough to give my two weeks notice or just keep on short term disability and not go back. Either option sucks. You would think my company would understand emotional problems hindering ones work but they don't seem to- it's always about the job. |