6:22 p.m. ||August 11, 2004 Hump Day If you thought you�d be reading something naughty and sexy I�m sorry- it�s only Wednesday. Will have to save the sex for the weekend (yeah right). Every morning I set my alarm for 4:45 am- yes really frigging early. Anyway, the whole point is I usually snooze the alarm until 5:15- don�t ask, it�s just how I get up. Today I must have somehow shut it off. When I suddenly woke up, I looked at the clock and it was 5:58 am- SHIT. I have to be to work by 6 am and since I�ve been gone for 3 weeks I�m trying to be on my best behavior for my first week back. All I have to say is thank god, I am now showering at night. I ended up getting there by 6:15 am. Even thought I can get ready really quick it does help that my job is less than 2 miles from my apartment. I am getting used to the job again and now I feel like I don�t hate it anymore. Maybe I am just ambivalent. It has been so slow this week. I don�t think I�d be as happy if I was still on call. I think I have to move my cube again since I�m back to helping C out. There was talk about us taking the upper walls off the cubes. Hell no, I don�t want everyone to see into my workspace as they walk by. I like the confinement of my small square �room�. Besides how the hell can I check my email and good off with that open space? I signed up last night at one of the internet sites. Today I got �I�m interested in you� emails, kind of like winks, but with a boring pickup line. Well, I did not find anyone of the guy�s to be my type. First of all in my profile I specify age group 24-30. Of course all the over 30's are emailing me. Why is it that after a guy hits 30 or 40 or 50 even that he still thinks he can date within the 20's age group? I�m not an age snob, one of my ex�s, was 8 years older than me but I think it�s best to not go over 5 years of your age. I�m hoping to get some better emails later. This weekend is looking up. I should be going out with S Friday night. S is a friend from work. We work in the same department and she sits in the next cube I like hanging out with S but it�s hard because she�s only 20. Thank god she will be 21 in Sept. I suggested us doing some karyoke or something Friday but then forgot you have to be 21 for that stuff. It seems like the only choices we have are the clubs in Providence that let in 18+. I used to go clubbing all the time but I am not that into it now but I figure I haven�t done that in awhile so we might do that. Oh and I am not one of those Britney Spears anorexic club chicks and I hate people like that (face it I�m jelous). No seriously I am so goddamn modest it�s sad. I would never be caught dead in a halter top and I don�t show my belly. Of course I could because my waist is actually slim but I would feel too slutty and besides that I�m so goddamn pale. So that�s Friday. Saturday I am seeing Caryn from highschool. We get together every couple of months or so. She is yet another one with child, except he�s not a baby and is about 4 years old. I think we might try some par 3 or as my boss would dorkingly say �go swing it� |