12:35 p.m. ||August 15, 2004 I woke up very late Saturday. I sat around a couple hours waiting for my friend to call- we had plans. So around 4pm I decided screw this- I need to get the hell outta this apartment. I took a drive. I love taking aimless drives- however I decided my destination would be Newport. I love Newport it is so beautiful and I hadn't been there for about 5 years at least. I lucked out by finding the cheap parking while other poor souls were paying $10 and $15 for parking. I walked through the many shops. I saw some handmade jewelry I loved but did not buy through sheer will power. About an hour after my journey my friend calls me back. The bad news is she doesn't have a babysitter for her 4 year old but I can still come over and hang out. I decide to do so I havent' seen her for a couple months. However I was not going to leave Newpie without a drive down Ocean Drive which features mansions and rocky beaches. It was gorgeous even though it was a bit cloudy yesterday. Oh and trying to find my way back to the main route I got lost but I managed to still get to my friends house by the time I said I would. We didn't do much just watched tv and talked. She's waiting for her boyfriend of 10 years to finally propose to her- after all they have a kid together. I'm just waiting to have a decent boyfriend. She wanted to fix me up with her boyfriend's friend but he has a kid and he's an assistant manager at a fast food restaurant. I said no thanks I don't think he's my type. I don't think I could have a relationship with anyone who was either married then divorced or has kids and as for the guy's job, that is self explanatory. Talked to my father today. This Colorado move is not going to happen. It would be pointless. I would have to go move back home, store my stuff in storage, go to Colorado, find a job, find an apartment, then move my stuff cross country. I decided it would be better for me to stay put. I'm going to try and look at cheaper apartments around here. |