11:44 a.m. ||October 30, 2004 Happy (early) Halloween. I have been thinking and thinking and thinking and I know I need to figure out what�s next in my life. I am at a stand still with my job right now and I hate being in a rut. But I can�t just up and quit because I have my lease on this apartment. I really would like to go back to school. I love learning new things and feeling challenged. I�ve always wanted to get my masters. However there is just so much I would like to do for a concentration and I can�t pick them all. I want to focus on jewelry design and graphic design- but will that gaurantee me a job after I graduate? I also think of journalism because I love to write. However I am not as confident in my writing skills as I used to be. My last possible topic would be criminal justice. I think I will research the job market and see which will be the best fit. I am leaning toward journalism right now. Once I have a goal in mind I will feel so much better. Meanwhile, my apartment is a sty, it is the armpit of America. I have clean clothes all over my bedroom floor. My closet is a disaster and I need to reorganize. Ughh... I hate cleaning but right now it is that kind of day for it. I think I will put on some Tori Amos or Fionna Apple and get to it. |