7:21 p.m. ||January 20, 2005 Oh my god, where to begin? My boyfriend... I guess he still is...I really wish he would communicate things to me. We haven't seen each other since New Year's- not that he's called me either but of course we've emailed a few times. I have not called him either- couldn't do it- I don't chase guys. So he asked me the other day in an email, what I want to do for my birthday, which is in Feb. Since we haven't seen each other I asked him well are we even going to see each other again. Then he responded and seemed to be baffled and asked me what I thought about us and him. Even though I have been bullshit with him I told him that I like us and I like him, he responded that he felt the same way. He has this project at work which he told me about awhile ago but I didn't think it was as in depth as it is. I guess it is and maybe you would think I'm foolish but I believe him. He has no reason to lie to me. |