4:16 p.m. ||January 30, 2005
Pre- Birthday Celebration
My birthday falls on a shitty Tuesday this year. Tuesday�s are no fun- what the hell can you do on a Tuesday? So I celebrated my birthday this weekend. My boyfriend and I finally got to see each other. I�m not sure if it was worth 3 weeks of torment but it was pretty damn close. I was nervous about seeing him. After not really talking except via email since New Year�s I had no idea what to think. I know he was busy with work I just didn�t know the extent. It took me an hour and a half commute to get to his house Friday night. I was almost ready to cry when I got there. I hate, hate traffic. When I finally got there and got to his apartment he gave me a huge hug and we kissed for about 10 minutes. He was all dressed up and he had set up a candlelight dinner for us. He really is a good cook. I lack the motivation to cook. After that I opened my presents. They were great- he really thought about what to get me and that meant a lot to me. Then we had dessert, in the bedroom and I am not talking about food. We went out that night to NH to see his friend�s band then we went to a martini bar. It was a great night except for me getting a stomachache so we came back early. We then smoked up, talked for two hours and made love again. Oh my god, I have never felt the amount of passion I feel with him. He leaves me breathless. We went to bed at 4 am but I couldn�t sleep. I just keep thinking about us and how great it is when we�re together. I don�t hold anything back and we really talk. Sat I hung out with Missy then went to mom�s. I was supposed to go out with mom to dinner but was too damn tired. I ended up staying over there and today we opened my gifts. I�m finally back home. It feels good to just relax. I am already in my pj�s and I could care less. This birthday- even though it�s not til Tuesday has been the best one in a long time and I�m happy- I deserve it. Oh and as the huge birthday present to myself. I booked a cruise. I wish Darren could go but he can�t. I thought I booked it for the same week he would be in Cali for his work conference but I was wrong. He comes back the day I leave. It�s too bad but I know I�ll have fun- even if it would be more fun if he was there, I�ll still enjoy it.
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