12:15 p.m. ||July 11, 2005
Lovely Day Off
I splept so late today and it feel great. I love having days off. Right now I am going to head out and do more apartment hunting. I was going to go to Newport but it's too late for that now. Missy has bailed on me to go furniture shopping with her girlfriend. Geez, I told her I had this day off over a week ago. So I went to this cookout at S's last night. She told me to come because her brother's friend say my personal and thought I was hot. I didn't go to the cookout because of that. After all I figured the guy was probably gross. Well, he was actually very, very hot. He was about 5'11, good build, has hazel eyes and light brown hair. I would be very into him but I sense he is a bit of a bad ass. I usually love that type but I'm trying to not be as wild myself so I don't know about that. So there was plenty of liquor at this cookout and I told him I had stopped drinking. When I asked him I told him I was drinking everynight about 3-4 beers and more on the weekend. He then tells me there is nothing wrong with that and he does that too. Normally this would make me very happy and I would feel I had a new drinking buddy- but I know it is not normal to drink every damn night. Anyway I did not drink. I had about 3 diet vanilla cokes and water. Then we watched the movie Taxi- which was so hilarious. Frigging Darren looks exactly like Jimmy Fallon which is quite scary though. When I was ready to leave he said I could come over his place if I wanted to. I did think about but decided not to. He has a 1 room place at a friend of the family's house. So I said well, what will we do there and he said just lie down and relax. I figured that definetly meant making out. Not that I would mind kissing but I knew once that happened I would get too damn horny and maybe do something I would regret. So I told him no, gave him my number and said we should hang out again. I guess we're supposed to be going to Prov on Saturday. That would be me, S, S's bro and g/f and this guy Kevin. We'll see what happens. You know it seems like almost everyone I have ever dated has some kind of addiction or another. Gary- shoplifting- had to bail out of jail Chris- sex addict, called 900 #'s on my phone, tried to and almost succesfully initiated 3- some with my best friend Adam- alcohol problem Tom- marijuana problem George- control freak Martin- alcoholic, pot head Jim- gambler Darren- pot head, gambler Wow, that is almost everyone with the exception of about 5. No wonder I am still in love with Steve. He was the most positive person I ever went out with.
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