4:55 p.m. ||July 17, 2005 I managed to go 6 days being alcohol free. On the 7th day my will power rested and I bought beer. I drank four beers and then threw the rest out. Then Friday I bought more beer. I drank a 6 pack (3 Friday night and 3 Saturday night). Now I am without alcohol. I'm having really bad cravings right now, but I refuse to buy anything. Meanwhile, I am chain smoking like crazy. |