4:51 p.m. ||August 17, 2005
Counting Down
Went out to eat with work last night. It was for out monthly meeting/goodbye to me. The food was great but some of the company sucked. My "friend" at work I now can't stand. She is really not a nice person and she is just too immature and fake. I have been ignoring her while her and the new girl are becoming chummy. At first it hurt but now I could care less. I can't get out of there fast enough. The amount of stuff I have accumulated in over 2 years is amazing. I don't know where to put all this stuff. I want to take my books and clothes home but I have the feeling my mother will bitch. I have about 3 huge bins full of clothes and that is not including what's hanging in my closets (two full size ones) and in my bureau. I really need to go through and get rid of some of the stuff. For example I found a pair of fake snakeskin leatherlike pants- what the hell was I thinking? I think I might have worn them once. I am sick of packing right now and had to take a break. Of course I am sure that I will probably not go back to more packing. My head hurts. I'm going to miss my apartment. My old room at home isn't my old room anymore. The furniture is so dark and heavy. Everything in my room here is light and feminine. Since I'm not getting a job right away I'm going to do the whole e-bay thing. I have some really nice suits like size 5/6 that I'll sure as hell never fit in, I also want to sell some art stuff. My stepfather has a side buisiness selling coins and make some extra money on e-bay, so I figure I'll give e-bay a whirl.
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