6:19 p.m. ||August 15, 2005
Oh my god, my ex boyfriend is getting married!!!
I was looking at the Sunday paper yesterday and saw the marriage anouncements. I decided to take a peek because my friend is having a wedding shower this Saturday and I thought her picture might be in it. Well, it wasn't and I received the shock of my life to see my ex-boyfriend with his bride to be in the picture smiling so happy that I could puke. This boyfriend was not the love of my life, but he was someone I did once care about. The thing is the way we broke up was so weird and he was so inexperienced I figured he'd be the last person on earth to get married. We met at work. He was very shy and quiet and a bit of a loner. I thought he was geeky but cute. One day I just decided that I would like to know him more and date him. I had some people put the word out to him. It then took him about 2 days to even approach me- he was that shy with girls. I was also the one who ended up asking him out. We were together for about six months. He was a nice guy and a gentleman. He was intelligent and witty but just not that interesting. He also was a virgin and I was his first girlfriend and this is when we were both about 23. We never slept together either. We did everything but and when I pressed the issue he kind of said he wanted to wait for marriage (I'm sure the bastard has done it now though). I don't doubt that he cared for me. He told me he loved me and vice versa but who ever really knows. Anyway he stopped calling me after his grandfather died. He just freaked out, when I finally called to confront him he said he couldn't be in a relationship anymore. He took the coward's way out. I figured he would never understand girls. So him getting married is a frigging shocker and this is probably his second girlfriend. Geez, I've dated too much and I haven't even had an engagement ring on my finger.
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