8:43 p.m. ||November 10, 2005
The work week
Ohmigawd! I think I am already ready to give up this temping crap. Since when does it mean that since you're a temp you're so lowely on the totem pole or food chain for that matter. I mean I still am a person, I am not just some invisible person walking around and doing your work for you. Yeah, apparently I am so lowely that when they got chinese food the other day they didn't ask any of the temps. I am craving some kind of human contact at work. They have me sitting in a corner cube all day punching numbers into the computer. It is soo soo soo boring. I would have more fun scrubbing my toliet with a tooth brush. I was so depressed Tuesday night I was almost crying in the car on the way home. Of course I got my period the next day. I have had horrible pms- so emotional, bitchy and insecure. Not to mention I am getting so damn fat. The scale said I weigh about 144 the other day. Ughhh.... I'm down to wearing only 2 pairs of jeans and I hate to buy more. I went to Walmart tonight in search of some diet pills but I didn't get them. Some creepy guy was everywhere I went and of course he was in the diet pill aisle- not that he needed them. So I will have to get them another time. I wish they still made Diet Fuel by Twin Lab. It is the only thing that ever really worked. They discontinued making it because it had effedrine in it.
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