5:19 p.m. ||February 08, 2006
And the point of it all is....
I drove over an hour to meet with yet another temp agencies that might or might not find work for me. They give me the same line, the same shit each time. But I should notify them if I have an interview somewhere else or go to another agency- blah blah blah it's all the same. Word of advice- don't ever quit a job without having another lined up. I am going insane- my happy pills no longer make me happy and I bought some booze today. I am so dissatisfied with my life. Stop this rollercoaster because I want to get off. When do things get easier- I'd rather be a teenager again. My old boyfriend emailed me back and I think we might meet up for drinks. Also my old friend that I hadn't talked to in years has been emailing me. It shocked me that she finally decided to talk to me. I've tried to make plans with her but we haven't found a time to hang out yet.
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