4:34 p.m. ||February 12, 2006
It's snowing
Snow is another four letter word. I shouldn't complain though because this is the first major storm of the season. Right now there's about a foot on the ground. I would love to have a cigarette but it's too windy and wet out there for me to go out. I went out with the old ex boyfriend on Thursday. It was nice, we had a good time. I just met him at this pub and we each had about four beers and talked. He looks good too, better than when we dated but hell that was like 12 years ago. We talked about past relationships and sex and all that. It seems like he's been with a lot more people than me. I told him at least he better not forget my name. Of course he said you never forget your first. That is true but I honestly can't even remember what it was like being with him. He is not dating anyone and seemed to be interested in me. I would like to see him more and spend more time with him but I'm not sure how I feel. In one way I think it would be cool if we started dating again but in another way I just wonder if you should leave the past in the past. Yesterday I spend the day with Kristin. We went to the mall and she took me out for lunch. Her son was there too, he didn' have to much of a tempertantrum but he is loud. He's so cute though. I really enjoy seeing Kristin. Of course it will never be like when we used to go out clubbing but I'm glad we still have a good friendship.
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