5:20 p.m. ||July 13, 2004 So there's yet another site where you can add your profile- called Friendster. My friend got me on this because she couldn't access her email account at work so she signed up with friendster and wanted me to join so she could leave me messages. So I figure well it's free why not. I haven't had much use for it but now it seems like everyone in the world is on it. My friend told me she found our friend from highschool on it. This friend she found was actually my best friend and someone who I was close to for ten years. So I sent her a message. The bitch still hasn't responded to me. I am quite pissed too because I still don't know the reason why we haven't spoken in 3 years. I have tried to contact her in other ways but haven't got any responses. Not to mention she moved somewhere down south and I haven't a clue and I don't know where her mother lives anymore. It just kills me sometimes to have someone so close to you just decide to pull the plug on your friendship for no reason. Anyway back to Friendster. I was bored today so I looked up my old friend(actually and exboyfriend) that I haven't talked to for about 3 years. He was on friendster, I couldn't believe it. So I sent him a message and I hope to hear from him. Not because I want him but because he was a great friend, almost like a soul mate, I was just never that attracted to him which is why we broke up, but that was like in 1996 which was 8 years ago. Oh and I also found my cousin on friendster. So I sent him a note that I want to add him as a friend- how cheesy is that? I haven't heard from date guy for awhile. It is like he's fallen off the face of the earth. At first we emailed daily but not lately. Sometimes I have the feeling I'll never know love again. These rainy days really bum me out. |