11:19 a.m. ||September 11, 2004 Men suck!!! Why? Do I need to explain? The club was a waste of time- as they usually are. I wore this low cut, flowing sleeve, hippy like shirt. That was a bold one for me- I am usually so modest. Well, it got attention but from skanky guys. I was dancing with S on the dance floor and all of sudden some guy starts grinding behind her. Then a guy asked me to dance. I said ok, he looked normal. So I danced with him a bit and then I said I wanted to get a beer. He bought me a beer. I might mention that by saying I wanted a beer, I had no intention of making him pay for me, I hate girls like that, who use guys to get them to pay for their goddamn drinks. I talked to him a bit. He wasn't very talkative, seemed to be spacing a bit. He tried to kiss me on the dance floor and I just moved my head away and to the side. I mean what the hell, I don't know you and until I do I am not swapping any spit with ya. But the funny thing is this guy was intent on hanging with me UNTIL I lit up a smoke. Then he just backed away. What a frigging wuss. I shall now use this "cigarette test" on everyone. D (the guy I went out with) never called me back last night- oh well. I am not calling him again. If I don't hear from him I'll just send him a little email on Monday asking how his birthday was. Going to mom's today- I have wash to do. No I really want to see her and the dogs, but don't mind doing my laundry there either. |