1:14 p.m. ||April 03, 2005
The not so pleasant shopping spree
My mother is a clothes-aholic. I thought I was bad- now I know where I get it from. Since I've been so bummed I figured I would go see my mother and do a bit of shopping therapy. We went to Kohl's because there was a great sale going on. I found some stuff and went to try it on- or so I thought. I went to 3 different dressing rooms and there were all full and a line of about 5-10 people in each. I said fuck this I need to get out of here. Meanwhile mom tells me oh just buy it you can always return it. She ended up dropping $200, I bought some underwear and tee shirts and only spent $25. Then we decided to go to Target. Meanwhile I get these horrible gas pains and am doubled over. I tell her I need to go home. I end up staying at her house and I am in my pj's reading a book the whole night because I have the worst stomach bug. Ughh... could my weekend be anymore exciting? On a more positive note. I have not bought anymore alcohol. I hate that I am getting so pudgy. Yesterday I stepped on the scale and I was 145 today 135- very strange. Whatever the case, I am getting my ass to the gym this week and I'm going to stick to it. I know I will feel better about myself once I lose a bit of weight. The bastard has not responded to my email, I should just email him and say "fuck you, it's over". I should not have given him this last chance. I mean I met someone on the cruise but I didn't do anything besides a kiss because I was trying to be loyal. I should just be like a guy and go out with as many people and screw them all over. Well, I am going to call cruise boy, if I don't chicken out.
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