6:26 p.m. ||April 25, 2005
Slightly Worried
I have been thinking about this for the past week or so and I am probably just freaking out for no reason- it is possible I could be pregnant. When I was on my cruise I missed about 3 days of birth control pills. So when I got home I doubled up for 2 days. After that I started spotting for a week, sometimes heavy sometimes light. Then I just figured screw this, I am off these pills. I think I stopped taking them around March 26 or April 2nd. I honestly can't remember. I had sex 3 times April 8th- no condom, relied on the whole pulling out method. I am usually quite regular with my period and even sometimes get it early. I have not got it yet. I'm not sure if I'm having any pregnancy signs. I have felt nausea and some mild mood swings. My stomach has been feeling very strange. I feel butterflies around my abdomen area sometimes and other times it is crampy. Those are the reasons I think I might be pregnant. Reasons which make me think I won't be pregnany are the fact that I have had a lot of unprotected sex and have never been pregnangt That sounds so bad but it was always with a partner I had been with for awhile. The other reason is that Darren is a pot head and I believe smoking a lot of pot makes your sperm infertile. If I am pregnant I will have the baby. If I was 18 or 21 I might think twice about it but I'm 27 and I believe I could handle it. If no period by Wednesday or Thursday I will get the pregnancy kit.
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