1:00 p.m. ||November 24, 2005
Thanksgiving...
It's that time of year again- getting closer to the holidays. I've already started hearing Christmas music on the radio. I don't think I am ready for this yet. However I am over 3/4 done with Christmas shopping but will have to return the asshole's gift's. Today we'll be dining out. We have never ate out for any holiday- this is different. I don't blame my mom for wanting to. Why should she have to slave all day making a huge feast that takes 15 minutes to eat but 3 hours to prepare and 2 hours to clean up. Besides there is only 4 of us. This is why Thanksgiving doesn't really have a meaning to me anymore. I mean it's just dinner. This is not some kind of huge shebang with relatives I haven't seen forever. I'm not in the mood for it today. I also don't want to eat too much because I see that I am gaining weight. I've been better with the alcohol. I only usually have 2 beers a night, which is better than the 4 I had a few months ago- but I know I need to cut it all out. It is hard especially now that I am going through another breakup. Ughhh... it's always something.
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