12:08 p.m. ||December 03, 2005
This girl is going on with her life...
I'm over the ex. Obviously he never meant that much to me to get over him already. So I've been going to the gym. I went for 3 days this week. I feel better now that I am being active. I also have stopped having a couple beers at night. I am just so sick of it and gaining weight. I did have some wine and a beer on Thursday but that's because I went out to eat with friends. Today I am going shopping and meeting up with Kristin. She is bringing two other friends and they are bringing their children. So I will be the only one without a toddler. It's weird because I kind of am getting to the stage where I would like a child within the next few years. At this rate I might have to go the artificial way. I do worry a bit though because I have taken so many risks with unprotective sex and never gotten pregnant. I am either really lucky or really inferile. If I could never have children I would be crushed. Well I have bigger things to worry about now without getting into that. My dog may have cancer. It is terrible, I feel horrible, she is only 6 years old. Also my grandmother can barelly walk and will be having spinal surgery soon. She is in so much pain- I don't know how she does it. So right now I am thankful that I am healthy and safe. I really don't have it that bad.
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